As I have written before, it is time for the Awakening and the goals of my life have changed as my old secular life is fast fading away to live entirely unto the glory of God. What is upon my heart is simply to dwell in the presence of God every moment of every day for the rest of my life.
I desire to commune with God on a level I have never known, to be fully enveloped with His presence, to have His burning pillar of fire and pillar of smoke before the eyes of my heart leading me every moment of every day. The cry of my heart is to be so full of the presence of God's Holy Spirit, that I can hardly stand, to allow Him the fullness of my life, as being the temple of my God, to be filled with His presence, that nothing else may enter. To open myself as a yielded vessel unto God's good pleasure.
To some, this may sound silly, pretentious or even self serving, but it is not. We know that a person with a full heart for God, will by that heart, have love for all people and will strive to help those that are lost, to help the broken hearted, to help people know God. I believe, this should be the heart cry of every follower of the Christ.
Now, comes the journey... How do we fill ourselves to this degree? How do we empty ourselves of us -- our fleshly desires, that we may be full of God? How do we enter and remain in His presence? How do we become so in tune to the voice of the Holy Spirit that we have this level of communications we so greatly need? How do we keep this presence of God around about us at all times? These are but a few questions that flood my fleshly mind. I know the goal and I have a good clue at what place I am at currently, but the road between the two are yet a mystery.
At this point in time, I move forward with my current knowledge, but also seek (and pray) to find fellow travelers who are, or desire to be on this same road that we may find our way together and share the journey.
If you are reading this post and feel you are on the same journey, contact me.
I ask the rest of you, to please take a moment and tell others you know about this post to spread the word. Maybe a friend of yours or a friend of a friend, may be on the same road and we can travel this path to the fullness of God together.
Out of my walk with God, I have learned that when God lays something on a person's heart, He is usually doing the same for a multitude of people, but many never pay attention. I know that with this on my heart, it must also be on vast array of others. The time of the Awakening has already arrived and there will be many traveling this same road. It is all about pushing into the fullness of God, allowing all this fleshly world to fall off and then becoming a clear reflection of God to all people.
I know that if we as a vessel are partially full of God, we are then partially full of something else. We need to be completely full of God to drive whatever else is in us out. To this goal we move on to ensure we are overflowing with God.
"Fill my cup Lord, I life it up Lord, Come and quench this thirsting of my soul, Bread of heaven feed me till I want no more, Fill my cup, fill it up and make me whole."